This… isn’t how I expected things to turn out. 2007’s been a very weird year. I’ve cut off some ties, lost friends I didn’t expect to lose, and things have just been strange in general.
Oftentimes, I feel like I may just be wasting my time with things. Certain friendships. Keeping some of my websites updated and current. None of it seems to have much of a point.
Don’t get me wrong—this isn’t emo talking. It’s introspection at its worst—trying to figure out and rationalize how life got this way.
Some good has been coming out of things lately, though—I’m not going to really go over anything until things are a bit more cemented, but there are things I can look forward to daily, which is a pleasant change of pace.
Outside of that, it’s just life as usual. Trying for more interesting experiences every day so I’m not so bored all the time—but that’s about it.
Things need to change. Now.
–case p.
P.S. I’m working on a second blog as well—I’m just in the middle of trying to figure out what the purpose of each one will be.
