Last updated on March 9th, 2021 at 01:00 am
Well, here I am sitting around before I go off to work for noon. (It is 9am). A few things that have been going on lately:
DOOMZ’S MOODS
I don’t think I’ve been coming off as too “nice” lately. It’s not that I’ve been trying to attack or slander everyone around me—far from it. It’s more like, I’m just keeping to myself for now. I find that in this mode, I get a lot more done in my life. Granted, it’s a far lonelier life, but I guess I’m so used to it, that I tend to push people away and just sit around sucking the proverbial thumb.
The downside is that it makes people angry with me because they feel I’m being selfish. Well, maybe I am. But when you grow up changing friends like you do underwear, you kind of get to this point where the only person you really trust is yourself. And what happens when trust you have in that one person begins to falter?
CHRISTMAS
Xmas was aiight. Went to my uncle’s house and my grandma’s apartment, that’s about it. Nothing much else happened. I’m cool with the gifts I got—some cash and clothes. Don’t ask for much, don’t get much, but happy with what you get. That’s what I was taught
MOTIVATION
This is something I’ve been definitely lacking lately. I don’t know why it is, but I don’t seem to want to draw, or do anything. I prefer to sit around and do nothing these days. Seems to sit better with me
Smeh, that’s all for now. I’ll come back and write something else in a few days or so.
